sick of this all

lemes tubuh gw blkgan inii. nyerah deh guee. da meriang bgni, mkan apapun ga ad rasa, boro² enakk. malah cc gw masak ny yg asin² doankk. gw jdi ngidem yg manis². muahahah, sbnrny lu skit ato hmil sii neng? jeez*
tpi beneran deh, gjla pnykit gw ini aneh bgt; meriang, pusing, mual, lemes. aduhh. mamii tolong akuu! hikshiks.. mlah bsok msti skolaa lgi. hoekss. sumpahh males bgt guee.

plan for tomorrow;

a. msuk skolaa, ngikutin misa

b. cbut k MCD, mkan

c. k dokter? ini sii pling lebaii.

xoxo,

p

lovelife part 3

my heart say YES but my head say NO

isn't it weird? i am two-face aka hypocrite. but it's fact, i was wondering that my lame-freakin-relationship with him isn't a GAME. but after all, it was just a GAME. in this GAME, we hv rule; looser will say those three-magic-words first and maybe looser will get hurt. ok fine, i say those three-magic-words first, FOR GOD SAKE! i said it coz i'm tired of this stuff. he always make me take care of him, even he didn't care of himself. anything i do, is always gonnabe lame-useless. so why i must keep this relation? maybe i want "us" can be like the other normal couple. hahah, so poor lil vinny. keep it on ur mind boy! did u ever give me shoulder to cry? did u ever says those three-magic-words? did u ever tell me bout ur problem? maybe i'm just moroon girl, who always support everything u did, do, and done. gw jg ga mau maen tarik-ulur lgi am lu. hahah. sudahilah permainan ini sayangg, it's over!

lovelife part 2

setelah skian lama kt tak berjumpaa. bru mren, gw ktmu dy. muahahah!

mren gw jnjian am dy, ktmu d eu. gw, m, i naekk bajajhh. dr yg 10rbuu kt tawar ampe 7 rbuu, bayangkann! betapa hebatnya kami para ladies! whoooaaa.
pas lgi otw, ad ibu² gtu jualan nasi padang pk gerobakk butut nan bersih itu (gw jdi laper!). tapi mo gmn lgi, lgi lampu-merah sii cmn klo tb² lampu ijo gmn? kan konyol, brnti d tgh jalan gtu. ahahaha. akhirnyaa, dgn peluh-keringat yg superduper banyak(tapi para ladies ini ga bau!) itu kt nyampe d eu.
gw gatau knp, klo gw lgi mo ktmuan malah jdi males n ngebikin suasana yg drtdny enak jdi ga enak sm skalii. hoahh, ga dsgka tmen gw lbi hot drpd gw. dy da nyosor dluan aj. busett gw mikir, kyny yg jnjian mo ktmuan gw deh? kok mlah dy yg nyosr dluan? ckck, tpi lumrah lar, dy jg sm ma gw. malahan setau gw dy kangen mampus am lakinya ituu! whoaaa.
then, kt b5 k 2nd floor (halahh, sok² inggris)! drpd garinkk krikkrik mndgan gw ngjk mreka maen. lbih tpatny, maen bwt ngrjain couple yg umurny bru sebiji jagung ituu. gw am tmen gw (m), ngjk mrka bwt maen dare or dare. maenny sii cm kt b3 (para ladies). tpi itu da ckup kok, buktiny yg kna dluan tuh gw. nah gw cm dsuru matiin billin` tmen gw. trus yg knaa sii dodot, sesuai prosedur yg ad, apapun yg kt suru dy hrus mau. bgtulah keadaan ny, pdhl gw ma m mau nyuru dy smooch k dudut. eh tauny, sii dudut ny da nyosor dluan, lu smooch gw aj. matikutu deh tu ank. hahah, sukurinn(maklum saia teman bejat). tpi apa mo dkta toh dodot ny jg mau. hayolohhh, nafsu tuh. yaa kt maen trus, smpe akhirny kt nyerah n bosen. abis itu, smua pd sbuk am kebutuhan masing². dri situ gw jdi lebi fokus k tujuan utama gw yaituu ktmu am cowo gw, mgkn dy ngrasa gw kacangin kali. hahah, sorii dude!
*action; ga nygka cople yg bru seumur biji jagung itu lebih romantis drpd gw! omigoshh! pdhl mreka bru mo 1bulan, lah gw? yg ud mo stgh taon? tpi gtu² aj. mungkin mreka b2 cocok dpet predikat "the hottest cople". heheh, ini pujian lhoo bkn sindiran!

tricky,

pinipinot

lovelife part one

gw ga pena tau apa rasany jdi org yg disayang. sampe hri ini gw bru nyadar.
ktika kt dsuru milih org yg kt sukaa yg bkin kt nervous klo dket² dy ato org yg kt sebel bgt tpi dy bs bkin kt comfort n lepass. lo bkal mlih yg mn? mgkin ini pertanyaan ngejebak bgt.
di satu sisi lo pgn bs dpetin ap yg lo mau, tpi itu mlah bkin lo mndrita. jdi lo lbih prefer k yg mn?
accidentally in love. adakah itu? gw percaya! tapi gw jg ga bs boong klo gw emg sukaa bgt am cowo yg satunya. jadi gw hrus mgang pendirian gw. skali satu yaa satu. bkn duaa ato tigaa.
dan moga² aj cowo yg gw sebelin itu bs dpetin cewe yg jauhh lebih bae drpd gw. makasii ud bkin gw senyum, ketawa, ngakak, ato apalah ituu.

i'll be happy for you. be happy for me too yea!

with love,

pHe